One is The Loneliest Number...

I am waiting most impatiently for school to start again, because then I can be around people again. Today, everything I did, I did by myself, proving to me that while at home I have nothing to do but entertain myself. Going to work provides aa welcome break in the monotony that is my life, but now even that grows boring. I need excitement, school provides that. At school there are friends, boys, flirtations, parties, drunken antics, and all around good fun. I know this sounds strange, but right now I am craving school food. Who could've known?

-- Lonely in NYC

True Confessions

I am my own worst critic. No one judges me as harshly as me, and maybe that is part of my problem. I often judge myself harshly when I am in a relationship, which is probably why I pull away when things get to serious. Get this, a female commitment phobe. I am afraid of guys judging me as harshly as I judge myself, seeing the faults that I see. Maybe that's why I am all excited when I first get involved with someone. Later, I feel smothered and do everything in my power to get out of it. It doesn't seem like I will be breaking the pattern anytime soon, I've decided to be single and celibate, and try to work out at least a few of my problems before involving anyone else. Hopefully I'm not wasting my time.


--Lonely in NYC

A Little About Me...

I'm just a normal, lonely girl that grew up in NYC. At this point in my life I don't have many trustworthy confidantes, and so I have decided to start blogging. Mainly this is supposed to be cheap therapy, an outlet for the thoughts that I can't share with anyone else. On the off chance that someone actually reads this, feel free to shoot me an email. I just have one question... Can You Keep A Secret?


-- Lonely in NYC